Post Eight

Good morning all.

So, I'm sure anyone who's reading this is still buzzing over the last post, and I'll get to that in a minute. But you see, Jessamine has been watching me for awhile and she seems to be trying to figure out what I do on the internet. So this will be done when ever I can get alone time. Thank god for autosave.

So for starters, yes. I am officially a new born vampire. I later found out that the reason why Jessamine turned me so quickly was because the elder vampires told her to. Otherwise I would still be normal... or... somewhat. Fucking bitch. I didn't tell her that though. Based on the fact that Jason couldn't take her, I didn't want to take my chances until I figured out exactly how these sons of bitches can die. but where did we leave off? Oh yeah. I was waking up.

This morning, I didn't get any french toast and orange juice all nicely arranged on a platter. Today, I got mother fucking fangs. And you wouldn't believe how unsatisfying that is. The day became more sucky when Jessamine entered the room and stated that I had to go downstairs and eat my breakfast. Of course at that point, I was fully ready to drink that bowl of blood. But what was waiting for me was no little pack of blood... it was a big one. A human body to be precise. Upon spotting her I recognized those brown eyes and long brown wavy strands of hair. I froze, what ever blood I had draining from the rest of my body into my feet so that I could run.
"M-May?" I stammered. She looked up at me, her eyes dark and tired looking. She didnt seem to recognize me and instead stared straight through me. Jessamine giggled.
"Oh sweetie. She can't hear you. May is in a trance that I put her in through glamour. you will learn to do this too. It's a powerful weapon to allow you to feed." She explained. Jason stood in the corner, just eyeing my pocket. I stared up at him, trying to ask him for help. He then removed his contact with me. I looked back at Jessamine, snarling.
"I will not take her life." I snarled. Jessamine just smiled her sweet, 'innocent' smile.
"My daughter, you have to. This is the way to destroy anything about you thats human so that you can become a true vampire." She explained. I shook my head.
"I never wanted to be a vampire. You forced this upon me." I muttered. Jessamine sighed.
"Ryder, you have to feed or you will die." She stated. I glared at her.
"I will die before I take the life of a human to please you. Give me a bag of blood instead. Something other than this" I said, starting to plead. Jessamine's face darkened.
"You will feed now." She ordered. I looked up at her, staying where I was. She looked over at the doll-like girl beside her.
"What does it matter anyways? She's just some pathetic weak human." Jessamine said calmly. I felt the next actions move entirely by themselves. I leapt forward, striking Jessamine across the face with my claw-like nails as I grabbed May.
"Do not insult humanity like that in my pressence ever again." I growled before using the adrenaline pumping through my body like fire to run with May in my arms. I placed her in front of her house, holding her shoulders.
"May... can you hear me? If you can, close your eyes." I ordered. May did as she was told. So this was glamour... I sighed.
"May. After five minutes, you will open your eyes. You will no longer be under the impression of glamour. You will have no memory of what has happened. And if anyone asks you where you've been, you went to town, lost track of time then returned just now. You never saw me." I ordered, then reinforced the last part. She just stood there. I sighed, feeling something tugging at me. I closed my eyes as I began to walk away, leaving what could have been my human life at the door of her house. I turned away from it all, hoping that I could return, but really I knew that if I did, none of them would accept me anymore.

Note: This was finished at a 24/7 internet cafe. I figured I'd write you before I was pulverised by super cunt.

-Ryder March Vondescure