Saturday, August 14, 2010

Post Fifteen

Well well well, would you look who it is? Yep mother fuckers, its me again! Sorry I didnt make a post last night. I did see the movie though! (If you forget and you're too lazy to look one post behind, I saw Scott Pilgrim vs. The World... laaazy >:[)I just wanna say, it was AWESOME! Not many people in the theatre at that time so it was pretty cool, but the movie itself was just amazing! I now want to read the books so that I can see exactly what happened and how different the two are :P So yes, if you like comic books and you like video games and you like music, go see this movie!

Other than that, it was a pretty good day. You know, other than the fact I got into a fucking fight with some other Lycans and got sent to the nurses office with a cracked cheek bone and a slightly burned arm. Yeah, some Lycans were picking on Mika for god knows why, and I stepped in then their leader punched me hard enough that it bled for a good two seconds before it healed. I quickly leapt at him, and a fight progressed from there. He managed to get my arm in the sun just enough to give it a minor burn (about 3.5 seconds in the sun would have given it a 2nd degree burn), but the best part was, where as I was just sent away with a fractured cheek bone and a burned arm, he was sent away with his leg broken in three parts and several gashes across his body. I bet he'll think twice before trying to attack me again >.<

We were warned that if we fought again, we'd have to go to the principals office. I've never met the principal so I dont know if it's a nice guy or a mean guy... or girl... no one talks about the principal... Mika and Liam haven't even spoken to them. Apparently everyone just talks to the vice principal (who I had to explain to that we weren't fighting in public, that we were fighting in a back alley way and that no one saw what was going on). So yeah, no more fighting I guess...

CREEPY PRINCIPAL D:

Night Mofo's :P

Ryder March Vondescure

Friday, August 13, 2010

Post Fourteen

Oh god, where does the time go? Oh god that was really fucking cheesy >.<" Anyways, I've been busy for the past few days, so I'm sorry there was no post. These teachers like to give you a shit load of homework even when its supposed to be summer break. I guess there is no summer break.

Never mind, Liam just told me summer break is from June 30th to July 18th. Just my luck, eh? -_-"

Anyways, classes have been okay actually. The teachers are pretty sweet. Its just the students that really seem to piss me off. They walk around as if they own the place. They treat anyone who gets in their way like trash and honestly if I could, I'd rip their faces off. Grrr...

This school seems to have mellowed me out somehow though. That's for sure. And I guess I can't complain about having more school because we get three day weekends. Yep, we get Friday off. Which is why I'm going out in my full clothing and umbrella and seeing SCOTT PILGRIM!!! :D Movie looks soooo good! Liam, Mika and I are going out in less than an hour to go see it! The only thing is that I can't let sunlight hit me at all... so we're taking a special light blocking taxi and saying i have an allergy to the sun... and that Liam was attacked by sparkles... Did you know that? Fairies sparkle in sunlight? See, I think Edward Cullen in twilight was not a fucking vampire, but a fairy. That would make more sense (fucking pretty boy...). Anyways, I'm just sitting here, sipping on a packet of blood while waiting for Mika and Liam.

Oh yeah, there's that too. The school actually provides blood for the students, but apparently I'm the only one to sign up for the program. It's also considered being a vegetarian, despite the fact that I'm still drinking blood. Sound weird? Yeah, I think it is. Rah. Oh well, life is confusing.

Oh another news flash. Mika, Liam and I are starting some diversity club... or continuing it haha. Liam and Mika apparently had one before, but they weren't forceful enough. But they think with me they can knock some sense into those mother fucker's heads. I don't think I'm that forceful.... am I?

Anyways, I'm off. I'll be back later to tell you how Scott Pilgrim vs The World went!
Bye Mother fuckers ;)

Ryder March Vondescure

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Post Thirteen

Well, it is 12:53 and despite the fact that I am EXHAUSTED, I am writing again to you all because I just love you that much ;P Plus it was my first day with blocks E,F,G and H so I figure'd you'd wanna hear about how that went :P

Okay so for starters, I have the most fucked up english teacher ever. His name is Mr. Hardy and he is a chupacabra. If you don't know what a chupacabra is, its a spanish monster that is kind of like a vampire... only... oh fuck... He sucks on goats. Chupacabra litteraly means Goat Sucker. I mean, he's a shy, awkward little man but when that goat came in for his breakfast... I was scared... Anyways he's relatively normal, so I guess that's okay.

Next class was History. My history teacher's name is Mr. Ben and he is a centaur. but he's the scariest mother fucking centaur I've ever seen. He has long black hair and pure red eyes. His face looks sharp and as though he'd trample you if you tried to argue with him. I have him with Liam and Liam looked equaly as afraid... so note to self. Dont fuck with Mr. Ben...

After that I had music with Miss Pinkfinger. Miss Pinkfinger is a fairy with long blonde hair and bright blue and pink eyes. She has a pair of pink wings and is very attractive. She's quite good at music actually. She's just a bit too bubbly for me... She told me to change my shirt because it was black... then she asked me if I was depressed and hugged me, telling me everything would be alright... I held back the urge to beat her face in. Who knows, at the end of this year, I might be popping the cork of some lovely red fairy bitch wine. Who knows :)

Finally at the end of the day, I had acting with Miss Leonoraelisia. We just call her Miss L. Miss L is a wood elf with short brown hair and sharp brown eyes. She's very calm and kind unless you piss her off... then she gets moody and throws shit at you. Lets just say I'm glad someone else pissed her off today and not me.

Didn't meet anyone new today, just an fyi, other wise it would be in here. People avoid me like the plague. Probably because im inter-socialling as the teachers call it. Oh well, life goes on. Its just to bad life will go on in this school for 12 more years -_-"

I was turned into a vampire against my will, was bitched at by some guy, treated like an object by some psycho bitch then ran away to a fucking horrible school where only two out of the six thousand students and twenty-seven staff members.

FML.

-Ryder March Vondescure

Monday, August 9, 2010

Post Twelve

Evening... or should I say morning mother fuckers ;) Two things I want to say before I tell you about what happened today.
One: I got a sitemeter awhile ago and checked the views for this site. Holy crap 121 since I've started! I never knew so many people cared! This is so amazing! Also, don't be afraid to say hello in the comments. I wont bite :P
Two: Mika and Liam are dead. No but they are healing from heavy injuries for hacking. Luckily both of them have crazy regenerative powers, so it all works out.

So as stated yesterday, today I went to a theme park. It was a travelling one that was in the area, and also seemed to know about vampires, werewolves and all of that stuff. So they have special hours for the students in Mitternacht from 10:00-2:00 am. Some of the teachers even go, so it was kind of weird seeing them just walking around like normal. It was really great being there though. It made me feel... normal again, if that's possible in a crowd of fairies, wolves, vampires and mermaids. But in all seriousness. Tonight was really good. I met some people too, including Mika's brother. Who might I add is a total douche. He's in Liam and my grade, and holy crap was he a little fucker! All he did was insult Mika the entire time, calling her ugly and stupid. God. I really wanted to beat him up. Anyways, after we escaped him, we went around and just had a really great night.

I'd like to say now, I retract the feminine comments I've made about Liam. Liam made me after he won me a giant teddy bear in the rifle shooting game. Holy shit. Never give that boy a gun. He will almost assuredly get a direct hit. Anyways, he gave me the teddy bear as a way to show that he is manly. I also found out something about Liam. Liam is a prince! No joke. Apparently thats why the fairies at the school hate him. They think Liam is just there to make a joke of them all and they hate that he's so feminine. I felt kinda bad for him when I found that out, but he told me not to worry about it. That all fairy royalty have to go through it. I told him that I thought it was bullshit, but he just told me to drop it then we went to go get ice cream. I seriously think this school has some issues though... I mean, Liam, Mika and I are the only group that go out of their usual races and hang out with each other. Everyone else is afraid. I think I'm going to have to change that soon... Anyways, I'm exhausted so I'm going to bed.
Keep being human mofos ;)

-Ryder March Vondescure

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Post Eleven

APOLOGIES APOLOGIES! I'm sorry there was no post yesterday! After the tour and going through my classes, I just couldn't find time to post once I went back to my room. I was so exhausted. But because I love you all so much, I'm posting today despite the fact that I just want to curl up and die... again... <.< Fuck >.< So fucking tired XD anyways, I'm sure you're wondering what happened on my first day of school, so here we go!

So I woke up to Liam in my face. Yeah, thought he was a girl again, but I managed to stop myself from saying anything to him. He smirked as he tossed me my course list.
"Hey bloodsucker, you'd better get up." He stated, walking towards the door. I glared at him.
"I resent that, asshole." I growled. He just kept his smirk on his face as he opened it, grabing his bag.
"Yeah well I don't really care much about bullshitting people now do I?" He taunted before begining to exit. I quickly leapt up, ignoring the fact that I was still in my pyjamas.
"Yeah, pretty boy? Come on, i can take you any day, princess!" I snarled. He spun around to say something, but quickly stopped when he eyed me.
"You wear that to bed? With a male room mate?" He asked. I felt my face flush a bit if that was even possible.
"Well I wasn't expecting to have a room mate, was I fucker? And besides, you're pretty much a female to me." I snarled. He glared at me as he walked back.
"You're walking a thin line, leech. Keep that attitude up and you'll be sleeping outside tonight." He growled. I glared at him.
"Yeah well, you don't bullshit me, I dont bullshit you." I stated, shoving him back out, "Now let me get changed."
Liam glared at me as he exited but did as I said. As soon as he was gone I quickly changed and got ready for my day. I grabbed my bag and hurried down the stairs to my first class.

My first teacher, my math teacher, was a banshee named Ms. Mizziree. Needless to say the majority of that class was her screaming... some kids fainted. A mermaid had to go to the nurse's room. But at least she looked somewhat good... she looked to be about fourty-eight with long black hair and yellow eyes. Anyways, she certainly kept your attention on her lesson.

My second teacher of that day was a lycan, my P.E. teacher. He was a bit short for his age but rather young looking. no more that his early twenties. he had darker skin and dark brown eyes. His hair was cut short and black. Mr. Barque definately seemed to favour the lycans and were-wolves... >.< I ended up going to the medical room for a head injury... where I was treated by Mr. Barque again... -_-"

For vampirism 101, my teacher was of course a vampire. Her name was Ms. Vadestru. She seemed nice enough, and was more attractive than Jessamine. Ms. Vadestru looks to be about 19 (though she said she's actually 150) and she has long auburn hair and of course pure white eyes. But as nice as Ms. Vadestru is, it doesn't change the obvious fact. And that fact is this:

I don't belong in this world.

I am the least vampiric child in this school. I sometimes hate it actually. It sucks alot... The other kids know it too so they like to rub it in...

Once vampirism 101 was over, I went to Art where I met Mr. Cee, a mermaid. Now, I don't know if you've ever seen a mermaid out of water before, but they look relatively human. Mr. Cee has thick black/blue hair with pure black eyes and somewhat pointed teeth. he has long nails and webbed fingers as well. But he's quite nice. He's also quite young looking like Ms. Vadestru. About 20 looking, though he said he's older than that.

Oncec my day was done, I met up with Mika and Liam (who was still mad at me) and we went out to get some dinner. Despite popular belief, vampires can still eat food. It just doesnt satisfy the person. Yet for me, it felt really nice to get a McDonalds burger. Anyways, as we sat there, something became clear to me. Liam, Mika and I are all at the bottom of the food chain in school. Everyone else from the school that was there just gave us weird or dirty looks. I even got shoved a few times. When we went back, Liam and I headed down to our room and I crashed almost instantly. then I woke up today, which is a saturday thus meaning no fuckin school! FUCK YES

So today, Liam, Mika and I went to the mall. We didnt do much besides hang out and shop. I had to wear a hoody, jeans and carry an umbrella. That wasn't too pleasent but it was a nice day, anyways. Nothing really happened other than that... I'm sure there'll be more to report tomorrow though

Anyways I'm exhausted, I've got to get some sleep. Tomorrow Liam, Mika and I are going to the theme park near by at night so that I can actually do shit in normal clothes. I might wear something cute, but I don't know. Apparently alot of people go to these things... hmm maybe I'll get a boyfriend? XD god I'm being such a girl. OKAY MOTHER FUCKERS! Bye :P

Ryder March Vondescure

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Post Ten

Well, good evening anyone who reads this and my fucking fantastic single follower ;) As you can tell, I'm a bit happier today. I'm out of the house and apparently in a school that is undetectable by anything unless they are shown exactly where it is and Jessamine only knows the name. So in other words, unless I seek Jessamine out, she can't find me... unless I'm ever alone... Which I wont be! Because this new school is littered with everything! Lycans, werewolves, vampires, spirits, mermaids, fairies, centaurs, anthros... practically anything you could think of. I did have a bit of a bad run in today though... well a few. The first one was when I met my room mate. I was told that some of the rooms had both girls and boys in one. So I might have a boy in my room. Well, I enter my room and this person is standing there... a fucking fairy. It had short, wavy brown hair that went just below the ears and looked almost like a pixie cut. Then it was wearing a light blue shirt and blue jeans, and it's wings were purple. Even it's skin and nails were tinted purple! When it turned around, it had the prettiest eyes I'd ever seen on both human and supernatural creature. So naturally I thought it was a girl. My mistake was saying aloud: "Thank god, I thought I'd be stuck with a boy as a room mate."

Yeah. Big mistake. Lets just say, it turns out my room mate's name is Liam Lavenderfoot and has a huge problem with being mistaken for a boy. After I had been chased out of there, I ran down the hall and ran smack into a group of lycans. You know, even if it's an accident, lycans are extremely touchy. They assume just because a vampire accidentally bumps them, they're being racist and discriminating against their kind. I quickly explained that I was running away from my room mate and it was an accident, but they didn't listen. Luckily someone helped me out. Her name's Mika Valko. She has long, thick black and piercing green eyes. seriously it looks like someone took a highlighter and coloured her eyes. She's lightly tanned and she's so fucking pretty. She told me I was nice when I called her gorgeous :) She told me she wants to be a model, but its hard when every time you get mad, you turn into a wolf-beast. She's a year older than me (in Supernatural school, you go until you're 30 if you're an immortal) and she told me she'd help me out if I need it. She apparently also has a brother my age who, in her words, is a total douche bag. I told her about my problem with 'Lavenderfoot' and it turns out she knows him. They're acquaintances because no one likes it when species intertwine and become friends or worse (gasp) date. I hope I can break this barrier because Mika seems like a really awesome person. Anyways, she helped me get back into my room and as it turns out, Liam is a pretty awesome dude too. I apologized for calling him feminine and explained that I only drink packaged blood if he was worried about that. Liam told me he hadn't even thought about that at all. He apparently doesn't associate every vampire with drinking human blood and what not. As it turns out, Liam is in my grade and an immortal as well so he'll be graduating with me as well. It's pretty sweet here so far :) I'm really liking it, and there's no sign of dangers at all (except for that lycan gang... seriously made me shit my pants... >.>"). My class list for tomorrow is as followed:

Block A Math
Block B P.E
Block C Vampirism 101
Block D Art
Block E English
Block F History
Block G Music
Block H Acting

Yeah, apparently all the science we need is in Vampirism, so its now an alternative course. Which is fine for me because I hate science. Anyways, I'd better get to sleep so I can get up for school tomorrow. Night everyone :)

-Ryder March Vondescure

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Post Nine

Evening...

Sorry, its been awhile. Three days of no posting... or feeding to be honest. You know how I was dreading returning to Jessamine? Yeah, well... she was waiting at home for me and she was really upset. The strangest part was that she wasn't going to punish me at first. Not seriously. She just wanted me to say aloud that humans were worms and a bunch of cruel things. I guess when I struck her, thats when she got pissed. I began to turn away to leave, but she blocked my path, hissing and yowling like a fucking freak. I tried to push her away, but she grabbed me and locked me in some room. I couldn't exactly see from the blood dripping in my vision after she clawed my face. So I sat there alone in the dark for what felt like forever. Honestly, when I was talking about the hunger before, it was no where near like the past few days. This time it was as if something was tearing away at me, both body and mind. I could feel my body shrinking and weakening. It took me the entire first day to heal a wound that would normally be completely healed in seconds. When I finally could see, I sat up and just stared at the wall. From what I could see in the room, it was just an empty stone room with no windows and one tightly locked door. I know it was locked because I spent about ten hours banging on the door and trying to open it. When I finally gave up and sat down again, I finally found something in my pocket. A small folded piece of paper addressed to me. When I opened it and saw that it was from Jason, I was surprised, but read it anyways. This is what it said.

Dear Ryder.
First of all, I want you to know that I don't hate you. I never have. I just wanted you to get the hell out of here. I'm sorry that I couldn't help you the other night, but as you know, the creator is the most powerful. When you are ready to leave, just give me a hint. I will help you. But I can't come with you because even though Jessamine is frightening and obsessive, she is my only form of protection. What Jessamine never told you is that she too has a fear, and that is her creator. His name is Isac Reaper Vondescure and he dislikes vampires and is trying to find a cure for vampirism. And he is also trying to kill all who are linked to him. When you escape, be careful who you tell your last name. Because for all you know, he could be anywhere. And it would destroy me if you were to die so young. Anyways, Jessamine won't notice this note because I've been doing this kind of sneaking around for years. I will be waiting for your hint.

Jason Rigmind Vondescure


I stared at the note, shocked that Jason was actually wanting to help me out. I quickly hid the note away, preparing myself for my escape. After what felt like years, the door slowly opened, revealing bright light from the outside world. In the doorway stood my maker and the center point of all my hatred. I looked up at her innocently, trying not to show my loathing of her face. Her gastly gaunt face which looked like she could devour you. Her pale blonde hair which looked like piss. Her pure white eyes which looked like a deformed cat's with her squashed face. She smiled her dark, disgusting pure white smile as she opened her arms.
"Oh, my daughter. You appear to have locked yourself in a room. Please. Come to your mother so that we can have dinner together." She said happily. I glared at her as I stood up, growling at her slightly but walked over to her none the less. She smiled as she wrapped her arms around me, then led me out into the kitchen. She pointed to a bowl with blood as she smiled happily.
"Look, my darling. I got you dinner! I know you'll enjoy this quite alot." She said happily. I looked at her, then to the blood. I was hungry but I had to make sure that she didn't have someone locked up somewhere.
"How did you get this?" I asked. Jessamine just smiled calmly.
"I did some dealing on the black market and got some donated blood. Just for my little daughter." She cooed. I smelt it, then quietly began to eat it like soup. Despite my hunger, I wasn't about to become an animal. I watched her as she paced, smiling happily. When I had finished, I sighed, leaning back.
"Jessamine... Why do you do this to us?" I asked. She paused in her pace, then turned to me.
"Why do I do what to who?" She asked, placing a hand on the table. I leaned forward.
"Why do you keep Jason and I as prisoners here? Jason stays because he is afraid and I stay because you want a daughter and you torture me to stay. But really... are you trying to build an army or a family or something to try to overthrow Izac? Is that why we're here? Because really... you're afraid?" I asked. I cringed as I watched Jessamine's nails scratch the wood table, the wood stripping off in her fingernails. She snarled at me angrily.
"Ryder. You are stepping on dangerous grounds. And you do not speak of Izac in this house hold, do you understand?" She growled.
"What house hold? All I see is a prison." I spat. The next moment was a blur. All I saw was a streak move across the table, then Jessamine was at my throat. I glared at her, kicking her in the face as hard as I could. She yowled, gripping her face as I landed onto the ground. I quickly leapt up and turned away.
"Jessamine. I don't want to be part of your prision any more. I will never be yours." I growled. Jessamine suddenly lunged at me, but before I could do anything, Jason stepped in front of me, pushing me behind his back.
"Jessamine. Is this any way to treat a vampire? You are acting like an animal!" He snarled. Jessamine pointed at me.
"She is being a brat! She needs to be punished again!" She howled. Jason glared at her.
"Jessamine, would the elders approve of the way you are treating a newborn vampire? Of course not. Cease this at once or I contact one of them to dispose of you." He snarled. Jessamine froze as I looked up at him. He just maintained eye contact with Jessamine, then turned to me after what felt like forever.
"Ryder, we are leaving now. Go pack your bags and I will lead you out." He stated before turning to Jessamine.
"If you try to stop us, I will rip you apart. I am sending her away to Mitternacht Private School as her legal guardian." He stated. Jessamine just stood there, frozen. I felt a little bad for her, but quickly ignored those thoughts as I remembered what she had done to me. I walked upstairs and began to pack. Now I'm waiting for the car to come and pick me up. Hopefully Mitternacht is nice...

Bye for now

-Ryder March Vondescure

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Post Eight

Good morning all.

So, I'm sure anyone who's reading this is still buzzing over the last post, and I'll get to that in a minute. But you see, Jessamine has been watching me for awhile and she seems to be trying to figure out what I do on the internet. So this will be done when ever I can get alone time. Thank god for autosave.

So for starters, yes. I am officially a new born vampire. I later found out that the reason why Jessamine turned me so quickly was because the elder vampires told her to. Otherwise I would still be normal... or... somewhat. Fucking bitch. I didn't tell her that though. Based on the fact that Jason couldn't take her, I didn't want to take my chances until I figured out exactly how these sons of bitches can die. but where did we leave off? Oh yeah. I was waking up.

This morning, I didn't get any french toast and orange juice all nicely arranged on a platter. Today, I got mother fucking fangs. And you wouldn't believe how unsatisfying that is. The day became more sucky when Jessamine entered the room and stated that I had to go downstairs and eat my breakfast. Of course at that point, I was fully ready to drink that bowl of blood. But what was waiting for me was no little pack of blood... it was a big one. A human body to be precise. Upon spotting her I recognized those brown eyes and long brown wavy strands of hair. I froze, what ever blood I had draining from the rest of my body into my feet so that I could run.
"M-May?" I stammered. She looked up at me, her eyes dark and tired looking. She didnt seem to recognize me and instead stared straight through me. Jessamine giggled.
"Oh sweetie. She can't hear you. May is in a trance that I put her in through glamour. you will learn to do this too. It's a powerful weapon to allow you to feed." She explained. Jason stood in the corner, just eyeing my pocket. I stared up at him, trying to ask him for help. He then removed his contact with me. I looked back at Jessamine, snarling.
"I will not take her life." I snarled. Jessamine just smiled her sweet, 'innocent' smile.
"My daughter, you have to. This is the way to destroy anything about you thats human so that you can become a true vampire." She explained. I shook my head.
"I never wanted to be a vampire. You forced this upon me." I muttered. Jessamine sighed.
"Ryder, you have to feed or you will die." She stated. I glared at her.
"I will die before I take the life of a human to please you. Give me a bag of blood instead. Something other than this" I said, starting to plead. Jessamine's face darkened.
"You will feed now." She ordered. I looked up at her, staying where I was. She looked over at the doll-like girl beside her.
"What does it matter anyways? She's just some pathetic weak human." Jessamine said calmly. I felt the next actions move entirely by themselves. I leapt forward, striking Jessamine across the face with my claw-like nails as I grabbed May.
"Do not insult humanity like that in my pressence ever again." I growled before using the adrenaline pumping through my body like fire to run with May in my arms. I placed her in front of her house, holding her shoulders.
"May... can you hear me? If you can, close your eyes." I ordered. May did as she was told. So this was glamour... I sighed.
"May. After five minutes, you will open your eyes. You will no longer be under the impression of glamour. You will have no memory of what has happened. And if anyone asks you where you've been, you went to town, lost track of time then returned just now. You never saw me." I ordered, then reinforced the last part. She just stood there. I sighed, feeling something tugging at me. I closed my eyes as I began to walk away, leaving what could have been my human life at the door of her house. I turned away from it all, hoping that I could return, but really I knew that if I did, none of them would accept me anymore.

Note: This was finished at a 24/7 internet cafe. I figured I'd write you before I was pulverised by super cunt.

-Ryder March Vondescure

Friday, July 30, 2010

Post Seven

I awoke that next morning with ‘her’ face just inches from mine. She smiled happily as she pulled back the curtains to reveal the night sky. I looked up at her, cringing slightly from the high pitched scraping of the metal rings against the metallic bar. She seemed to be in a chipper mood. Suddenly Jason walked in, his normal grumpy expression on his face. I glanced over at him as his eyes met mine. I knew what was coming up, and before I could say anything, Jessamine spoke up.
“Today, Ryder, you become a true Vondescure. Our true daughter. My true daughter.” She stated. I stared at her, frightened. I quickly ran over to Jason, trying to hide behind him. Jessamine just stared at him straight in the eyes. He calmly remained where he was but looked back at me.
“You had your chance to run, Ryder. It’s a bit too late now. I can’t stop her like you think I can. She’s older, thus stronger than me.” He explained. He then grabbed my hand.
“Really, Ryder, I’m sorry.” He muttered, then hugged me tightly before slipping something in my pocket. I paused, then walked over to Jessamine. I swallowed hard, then looked up at her.
“Jessamine. You can turn me. But I will never be your daughter.” I growled. Jessamine’s face flinched, but she still seemed intent. I sighed, then opened my eyes again.
“My mother is Linda March! You will never be my mother. You can never be my mother. You did not raise me from a baby like my mother did! You kidnapped me! And if you turn me, one day I will come back and kill you.” I continued, my eyes beginning to water... Or… bleed. She smiled more darkly this time, then grabbed my wrist, twisting it. I screamed in agony.
“Yes, we’ll see about that. Trust me, Ryder. Your parents are fine without you. And when you become a vampire and learn respect, you will grow to love me.” She snarled. I cringed as I fell to my knees. If you’ve ever had your wrist twisted and bent by a fucking psychotic PMSy vampire bitch, you’d know how much this shit hurts. I stared up at her as she stared down at me, her pure white eyes lined with desire as she barred her fangs.
“Now shut up and accept your fate.” Jessamine snarled as she gripped my throat with one hand and pulled herself onto me. I could feel my life slipping from my grasp. My humanity… with every drop of blood that left my body and spilt onto the floor, I felt everything that could have been normal in my life later on disintegrate and spill around me. I reached out one hand towards Jason, but he just turned around and left the room. It felt like years that I spent on that cold floor before she lifted her mouth, dripping with the thick red fluid that was once in my body. She grinned as she cackled darkly. She looked over at her hand, then after pulling out a knife from under her skirt, gently cut a thick strip down her hand. I felt her place the hand against my open wound, then nothing but fire burning my body from the inside. My vision began to blur, then focus again as I watched her stand up, wiping the remaining blood off of her mouth. While I laid there, all I could think was “I can’t wait to plug you, you fucking bitch”. And with those words as my lullaby, I soon fell asleep.

When I awoke, I no longer felt my heart pounding. I felt cold… alone. I sat up slowly, looking around. No one was in my room this time. I was completely alone. I closed my eyes, wishing this was all a dream. To make sure it was just a dream, I ran my tongue against my teeth. I yelped in pain when I felt something sharp in my mouth. And you know what that was?

Mother fucking vampire fangs.




-Ryder March Vondescure.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Post Six

Good evening everyone. Sorry I missed a day, the internet was on the fritz again, though I think Jessamine conveniently sabotaged it after she announced that she was having a few friends over that night that she wanted me to meet. I told her that I had some things to keep up on the internet, so thus ending in the internet just happening to be unavailable that night. Anyways, Jason had to go with me down there and both of us had to dress nicely. In other words, I had to wear a long red dress that only thin super models should wear. But on the upside I got to meet many nice crotchety old vampires who seemed to hate me. Oh the joys of my current life. Jason was there too, thankfully. I know it seems weird that I was happy that he was there but I tell you, it was only for one reason, and that reason was this: He looked way more miserable than I did. Apparently he and the elder vampires didn’t exactly hit it off when they first met. In the way that shows me that it’s not that Jason and I just don’t get along, but Jason himself is a fuckin’ asshole.

Anyways, while we were talking and having a great time (or as great as it could get) when suddenly Jessamine mentions that I’m into technology and I use the computer. The elders then all turn to me with dark looks on their faces (Yay, creepy old dudes with pure white eyes and fangs staring at me! Now that is what I call a party) and begin telling me the dangers of using the internet. About how one wrong word could bring our culture down and people would be going after us and everything. I then explained to them that I only go on youtube and I don’t even have an account. No one could trace me with my computer. And then, this is where it gets scary guys. They told me that if I were responsible for the downfall of the colony here in British Columbia, that it was a crime, punishable by death. They then thought it would be a great idea to explain to me how this process would happen.
“It would start out by starving you” explained what appeared to be their leader with a red stone on his necklace, “We would lock you in a dark room. Then we would beat you with silver. Once you have finished your beating, we would then throw you into the sunlight, granted you are not a freak like Jason.” He stated. I felt someone grab my arm, then lift me up over his shoulder.
“I think my little sister has had enough for tonight. Thank you very much. Oh and by the way, I liked how you called me a freak when really, you’re the ones who kill people for fun. You’ve been a great audience folks, I’ll be all of my eternal damned life.” He snarled. I looked to my left where the head of my captor was located and stared into a fluffy curtain of black and blue hair. Once we were out of vampire’s earshot, I tapped him on the shoulder.
“Jason, you can put me down now…” I muttered. Jason nodded, lowering me to the ground. He sighed, pushing a lock of his hair back.
“Sorry. I lost my composure back there.” He grumbled. I shook my head, raising an eyebrow.
“You don’t like it here, do you?” I asked. Jason raised an eyebrow.
“What gave that away?” He asked. I shrugged.
“Mmm… maybe the whole cursing at the people who could kill you and dragging the person you hate out of there. Or it could just be woman’s intuition. Its your choice.” I teased. He smirked as we entered my room and he sat down on the bed. I sat down on the floor, hugging my knees, staring up at him.
“I never wanted to be a vampire to begin with. It hadn’t even occurred to me. I’m not even that old. I was made about three years before you were born. You think with an immortal life, you can do anything… but… you have to give up all your dreams. I just don’t want another person to suffer through that.” He explained. I shook my head, releasing my knees and leaning back on the palms of my hands.
“It’s not like I had anything going for me before.” I said calmly. Jason raised an eyebrow.
“You didn’t have anything you wanted to be? You didn’t want to go to the prom? You didn’t want to get married?” He asked. I paused, staring at my feet. He sighed, standing up.
“You’d be surprised at how much you’ll lose once you make the full transition…” He muttered walking out. I just sat there in silence for a few moments, thinking about my entire life. Everything I wanted to be… gone… I couldn’t be a rock star because I would never age or die. I looked over at the open door, as if to tell me to follow the path through the darkness. I looked over at it, then shut the door. I quickly stripped from my red dress and threw clothes. Not a nightgown like Jessamine told me to. I put on my human clothes. I then threw myself on my bed and began to cry. And then, the next day I awoke, dazed and confused. I didn’t even remember what had happened until I saw the watered down red on the pillow cases. I sat up calmly, staring outwards. What path would I pick at the end of my two years as a halfer?


-Ryder March Vondescure

Monday, July 26, 2010

Post Five

Hey all. I know, I know. I didn’t put a post up yesterday. But you wouldn’t believe the connection that we have here. Some days its amazing, but others its horrible. Anyways, long story short, my internet went to the shitter yesterday. And Jason kept trying to tell me how to fix it, to make matters worse. I could have done without seeing his stupid face today… Anyways, onto the story.

I laid awake that night, unable to sleep. Did you know that? When you’re a halfer, you don’t get sleep. It’s like a bad case of insomnia where your constantly hungry for blood… yet you don’t want to drink it… so you’re pretty much starving and craving when you have nothing to satisfy you. So I laid there for what felt like days, staring at my ceiling and trying to control my craving. Not to mention I was completely alone. I’m sure if someone was there with me, I would have been able to distract myself from this feeling. But there was no one. I was beginning to wonder where everyone went when suddenly my door was opened. Jessamine stood there calmly, holding a hand out towards me.
“Come my daughter. It’s time to feed.” She said gently. At this moment, I was far too hungry to protest so I grabbed her hand as tightly as I could. Which wasn’t saying much at that point. She smiled happily and lead me down to the kitchen where on the table before me was a bowl of red fluid. I could smell the strong sent of iron filling my nostrils. I walked towards it, touching the bowl. She had micro waved it. No sense in getting a new born to kill someone yet. Not to mention I wasn’t even a full vampire yet. I stared down at it, a rush of emotions rushing through me at once. I felt hungry and wanted to devour the meal… yet at the same time I wanted to throw the meal at the wall and scream. I didn’t want to be here. I looked up at Jessamine.
“I can’t drink blood yet…” I muttered. Jessamine’s smile disappeared as she hurried over to me, feeling my forehead, then examining my face.
“But you look starved…” She said softly. I nodded slowly, looking up at her.
“I can’t drink blood yet. I’m hungry but I can’t.” I explained. Jessamine sighed, pushing a lock of her hair back. Her eyes opened again slowly as she gripped my shoulders tightly.
“Listen Ryder. You aren’t human anymore. You are a vampire. Even if you aren’t a full one, you’re no longer pathetic like you once were. You must drink blood.” She stated bluntly. I stared at her, my eyes wide. I softly pushed away and began to walk upstairs.
“Don’t talk about humans like that…” I muttered gently. As I exited and walked down the hall towards my room, I saw Jason eyeing me in the dark. He had a stunned expression on his face. I looked up at him, baring my non-existent fangs.
“What do you want?” I screamed. Jason glared at me, grabbing the fabric on my shirt and lifting me up into the air.
“You don’t belong here. Go home.” He snarled, then tossed me back towards the ground as he began to walk away. I guess something clicked inside of me at that point, because I twisted my body around into an offensive stance crouched on the floor. My eyes darkened as I dashed forward, punching him in the back of the head. I glared at him furiously as he turned around.
“Don’t ever say anything like that to me again. Ever. Or I’ll kill you.” I snarled. Jason smirked, raising an eyebrow. He leaned forward towards my ear.
“Fuck you, whore. I could rip your heart out with just a flick of my wrist.” He snarled. He then continued his walk back to what I assumed to be his room. His threat was short lived, though, because as he walked away, I saw him rub the back of his head where I had hit him.

Fast-forward from there to now, and you have my origin. How I came to be. that’s all there really is for my intro. Now it’s time for current events… starting… tomorrow! Haha, sorry. It’s just I have a deadline to keep up and I’m running over. So I’ll post again tomorrow

Hope you keep reading


-Ryder March Vondescure

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Post Four

Hey all, I’m back. I’m sure you’re wondering what happened after that, so I’ll get straight to that. Okay, here we go.

When I awoke, I felt someone stroking my hair. Gently… like how my mother had sometimes when I was little. Not that she did it anymore… anyways. I opened my eyes and stared up into the pure white eyes of the woman from the night before. Her eyes were shrouded in black smoke and her lips were painted red. A dark blush lined the gaunt hollows of her cheeks, giving her an almost hungry look. She smiled gently as she pushed a lock of pale blonde hair out of her face and looked up at the other man in the corner. The man from the previous night. His angered, almost annoyed gaze shifted from her to me, then back to her. He walked forward, adjusting his hoody.
“Jessamine. This is to much. She’s too young to join us. She’s eighteen for fucks sake!” He snarled. My blood ran cold when I saw his teeth full on. Pure white fangs. I suddenly leapt up, pulling the covers closer to me. The one known as Jessamine made a noise as she turned to the other vampire.
“Jason… You’ve frightened your sister!” She yowled as she stepped towards him, baring her teeth as she snarled and snapped at him. Jason glared at her as he too went into a similar position.
“I will never accept that… thing as my sister!” He shouted. Jessamine’s eyes suddenly went crazy as she lunged at him, slapping him full force across the face. Four long claw marks sliced through Jason’s face, blood dripping from them. He turned back to Jessamine as the wounds healed. He looked over to me, then back to Jessamine. He barred his fangs one more time, then turned away, exiting the room. Jessamine let out a low growl as she watched him exit, then eyed me. She sighed, pushing a lock of hair back then walking forward towards me. I trembled in the bed, unsure of what was going on. Jessamine frowned sitting down next to me.
“I’m sorry, my daughter. I shouldn’t have scared you like that.” She said gently. I would have protested, normally. But at this point I was to frightened to say anything. Jessamine sighed, pushing a lock of hair back again. She searched me over.
“My god, you’re so beautiful…” She muttered, staring straight into my eyes. I stared back in fear. She sighed, standing up and beginning to pace.
“You can’t become one of us yet… you should spend at least a year learning first. I’ve already given you some of my blood, so you are a halfer at the moment.” She explained. I shook my head, finally speaking.
“A halfer? A halfer what?” I said softly. She continued her pace, then looked over to me.
“And you won’t be able to return home. Ever again. You will have to live here. You can earn your keep by doing chores for me. Jason will accompany you because he can walk in daylight if he wears enough clothing and is careful. Perfect.” She said calmly. I shook my head.
“What are you talking about? What’s going on?” I asked. Jessamine sighed, suddenly by my side as she gripped my hand. She lead me to the mirror, pointing to it.
“My dear. You wouldn’t be accepted by normal society like this.” She stated. I froze, staring at myself in disbelief. My hair had suddenly become black and perfect, and my eyes were almost pure white. They would have been white, had there not been a tinge of blue shining through. I grinned, but no fangs showed. I sighed in relief. That would have been worse. I held up my pale hands as red tears fell down my cheeks. I touched one gently. I looked up at her.
“What the… what the fuck have you done to me?” I asked. Jessamine shook her head.
“Oh Ryder… I’ve been watching you for awhile… You’re now my daughter. Ryder March Vondescure.” She said happily, hugging me. I pushed away, staring up at her.
“What the fuck am I?” I snarled. A look of anger crossed Jessamine’s face, but quickly settled.
“Ryder. You do not act like that in my household.” She snarled.
What the fuck am I?” I screamed. Jessamine froze, surprised by my sudden outburst. She looked back in the mirror.
“Isn’t obvious? We are vampires. And you’re our halfer daughter. Until you can earn your place.” She said gently before exiting the room. I just stared at myself as more tears of blood fell down. Where had I gone wrong?

Thats all for tonight... I'll talk to you guys later...

-Ryder March Vondescure

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Post Three

So for anyone who reads this little blog (Hello to my one follower :D) you’re probably wondering why I was gone for those few days. Well you see, our little group had a bit of a disagreement. Just, you know, a usual family fight. Jason caught me on the computer and thought that I should be studying on how to be a proper vampire so he very kindly ‘tossed’ my laptop into the wall and managed to break it. Just enough to make a ‘small’ dent in the wall that obliterated my little laptop. After that I very ‘nicely’ told him: “get the fuck out, you fucking cock, you’re lucky I don’t throw you into a fire right now. Get the fuck out you mother fucker.”. He very nicely told me: “you stupid fucking cunt, you’re lucky I don’t rip your throat out despite the fact that I’ve been wanting to for weeks. I could do it right now and Jessamine would never know what happened.”. So yeah, normal day in the life of Ryder. After that I went to Jessamine and explained to her what happened. She gave me some money and told me to go buy a new one, then explained to Jason that I am a modern halfer and I need my technology to get by and that the next time he has a problem with her rules, he can talk to her. He hasn’t spoken to me since. I think he’s just upset because he got in trouble… fucking asshole.

Anyways, we were talking about my previous life. Where were we… oh yeah. I had just seen the creepy vampire. Later that day, I asked my mom if I could go to Downtown Vancouver with May that night. She surprisingly agreed, which I should have seen as a sign. I called May up and she was enthusiastic about it. She drove up in her dad’s car (which she borrowed for the night) and we took off onto our adventure to Downtown… Though I was really unsure what her plans would be. When we arrived, it turns out there was a concert going on that May wanted to see. Just another pop band. But when I was walking around the crowd, trying to entertain myself, something caught my eye. A tall, pale man with black and blue emo cut hair, walking amongst the crowd. He wore sunglasses, a hoody, skinny jeans, a pair of converse and a scarf which covered his mouth. The outfit was entirely black. His gaze suddenly rested on me as he walked forward towards me. Though I couldn’t see his eyes, I could tell he was annoyed. I was surprised that he brushed passed me, but quickly froze in fear when he leaned over towards me ear.
“Get out of here, now. Get your friend and go home…” He muttered, his voice growling and sending chills down my spine. I turned around to face him, but the man was already exiting the building. I took a look towards May, then ran out the door. I looked both ways, trying to figure out where he went when she caught my eyes. The woman from earlier. For some reason in the movies, when the big bad vampire comes, there’s often some fog or something really creepy. Well for me, it was the fog. The woman stepped out of the darkness, only this time she was not wearing sunglasses or holding an umbrella. This time, her pure white eyes with only the pupils showing were fixated on me. She crossed the street and I just stood there, frozen in fear and infatuation. A smile spread across her face as she stared down at me, her heels helping her make her about a foot and three inches taller than me. I looked around to see if anyone else was noticing this, but the street was suddenly dead. I heard the noise from the concert inside fade away as I suddenly felt at ease (for any of you vampire people, this is a form of glamour or hypnotism.). She tilted my head up with her hand, then stroked my lips with her thumb gently.
“Perfect…” She muttered. I felt my heart flutter. She released me momentarily, then gripped my hand tightly.
“Come with me.” She whispered, looking around. The street was starting to become lively again. I felt my feet move towards her and then I blacked out.


That’s all I can write for today. But I’ll talk to you soon once I get away from Jason again… bitch…

Bye for now


-Ryder March Vondescure

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Post Two

MY ORIGINS:

Ryder March (me) was born on December 1st, 1993 in the city of Vancouver, British Columbia to the loving parents, Linda and Ryan March. She grew up relatively normal until her mother divorced her father and remarried. Ryder slowly began to become stranger as time grew on. Her once long, lovely blonde hair turned dark and her innocent blue eyes were encircled in black eyeliner. Her 5’3 body was covered in skinny jeans and hoodies. In other words, she had transitioned into an emo girl. She went to school as a relatively normal girl until things began to grow strange in her sophomore year. And by the time she realized everything was going wrong, it was too late.

I walked into the classroom, my eyes searching for a desk. In this class, I had to figure out where to sit because I had to chose for everyone and hope no one else sat around me. I never really liked talking to people other than my friends… Its not like I was mean or anything, I was just a bit shy and that made me uncomfortable. It was on this certain day, however, that I would choose to sit by the window and my friend, May (the one I like) would walk in and bring up some idea that sounded bad. Its not like I listened to my conscience though. At that time in my life I was ‘rebellious’ (yeah, about as hardcore as a grandma’s knitting contest) and didn’t care about what would happen. I guess I learned my lesson the hard way. May wasn’t the brightest bulb, but I never held that against her. Sure I’d tease her about some things, but it was just cause that’s how I show affection… for some reason… Anyways, She walked in, sat down and just started staring at me. I glanced up, already sure she was up to something.
“What do you want?” I asked, looking back down at my book. May flipped her dark brown hair over one shoulder and curved her glossy pink lips into a smile. Her black circled warm brown eyes searched my face.
“You. Me. Downtown. Tonight.” She stated. I sighed, looking out the window, then back to her.
“Yeah, like my mom’s gonna let me go out to Downtown.” I stated bluntly, picking up a pencil and beginning to doodle. May sighed, grabbing my pencil.
“Come on, Ryder. You’re seventeen! You’re turning eighteen in three months! You can’t honestly keep following your mom’s orders forever!” May cried. I turned to her, my ice blue eyes flickering, then after snatching my pencil back, I placed it neatly on the page.
“If I want to live in her house, it’s her rules.” I reminded her. May groaned, flopping her head onto her desk. She raised an eyebrow.
“Can you ask? Please?” She asked, batting her eyelids. I sighed, looking away, but it was too much. I moaned with irritation, then nodded.
“Fine. I’ll ask. But if I get in trouble, I’m blaming it on you, got it?” I asked. May cocked her head to one side, eyeing me curiously.
“You’d get in trouble for asking?” May asked. I shrugged calmly, chewing on the end of my pencil as I turned to look out the window.
“Sometimes, yes but I…” I started, but my voice trailed off as my blood ran cold. There, looking as if it were staring straight up at me in the morning grey, was a woman cloaked from head to toe in blood red and black. Her golden, wavy hair hung down heavily, cascading down her shoulders. She seemed to smile at me, causing my heart to stop. Although I was far, I could make out that her eye teeth were longer than the rest.
“Ryder?” May asked, causing me to snap back into reality. I turned to her momentarily.
“Ah, yeah, sorry… Just… tired I guess.” I said calmly, glancing out the window, but the figure was no longer there.

(Shit, Jason’s bitching at me some more. Gotta go.)


-Ryder March Vondescure

Monday, July 19, 2010

Post One

For the safety of the persons in this blog, all names will be changed.

I always thought I was weird. Different than everyone else. For awhile, I even thought I was from another planet or universe. I lived a normal enough life though. I had good times and bad times. I had my friends and my enemies. I just thought I was strange. I lived with my mom and her husband. My parents had divorced when I was around four and my mom won custody. I minded at first, but now I don’t. I enjoy my mom’s company more. My dad gets to see me and my siblings (my brother Simon and my sister Eleanor) every other weekend, if we choose to go over. My friends are nice enough. I mean, it’s kind of weird cause I have a sort of crush on my best friend, who’s a girl. I don’t think she even realizes that I like her like that, but that’s okay. I have a girlfriend at the moment, but I think that’s ending soon. Either that, or it already has. We don’t really talk anymore. No one really pays attention to me, I feel. I get ignored when asking the simplest questions. Sometimes I wonder why I still bother. I get hyper but I also get upset easily (note the whole being ignored thing). I consider myself an expert liar. I can lie my way through almost anything, unless there’s enough evidence against me. I find it sad that though I said that my crush was my best friend, but I don’t think she considers me to be her best friend. So its even more sad when I say my true best friend is probably my cat. I guess I’m just getting practice in my profession later on in life: Crazy cat lady.

In all truth, I want to be a rock star. I always have. I also want to be a comic book artist, a music video director and an independent film director. Life has a way of making me want the jobs that I could probably never have. Well, now I really can’t have them. Why you ask? The answer is simple. I’m dead.

No, not ‘dead as a doornail’ dead, or ‘six feet under’ dead (that happened once. Would not like to re-experience that). I mean as in undead, or a vampire if you prefer. No. I’m not one of those vampires that doesn’t drink blood. Drinking blood is a must for true vampires. How ever, thanks to modern technology, you can now just take some donated blood from a hospital and microwave it. There are even secret traders that go and sell black market blood. I drink that kind. Oh, wow. I’m rude. I haven’t even said my name yet, have I?

My name is Ryder March… well it was until I ‘died’. You see, when you are reborn as a vampire, your last name changes to that of your creator… who in my case was the gorgeous, yet psychotic and obsessive Jessamine Elof Vondescure. Jessamine physically forced me into vampirism as well, a crime punishable by death (not to mention I’m also a minor) in the vampire society. Luckily, she managed to slink her hot red heels out of that one somehow (and we all know how). Currently, I live with her and her other vampire, Jason Rigimnd Vondescure. He’s kind of a dick to me and doesn’t seem to accept me into his family. But I guess you cant make everyone happy, and its not like I’m here by choice. Anyways, I’m sure you’re wondering how this all started, and I’ll tell you exactly what happened. But I figure I should state one thing. I’m not a full fledged vampire yet. I’m a halfer. A half vampire is created when a human only consumes the blood. The blood takes a few years to cycle through the body and the body remains the age it was. It also gives you some enhanced abilities and makes you crave blood. But you don’t have to drink it. You get light headed in sunlight, but it wont kill you. But in order to have the real power, the real abilities, you have to have the vampire transfer it’s blood into your blood stream. Immortal for life after one transfer, but bonded to your creator for life. That’s what Jessamine plans to do to me, but she wants me to be able to run errands for awhile for her and Jason. Then she’ll apparently turn me into a real vampire. I know what some of you are thinking. Why don’t you just go home? Normally I would. I wouldn’t hesitate. In fact, I’ve tried. But there’s something preventing me. And that’s the type of vampire Jason is. You see, Jason had something weird happen to him when he was turned. Something in his genes turned him into a day walking vampire. So he body guards me because Jessamine has threatened to kill him if I escape. So, I’m pretty much a prisoner. Oh how fun. How this all started, now, that’s just as fun filled with stupid mistakes only a teenager of my type could make. But not now, I’ve got to go. Jason is calling me. We’ve got to go on another errand, and he sounds annoyed. So, I’ll see you all later. Bye for now

- Ryder March Vondescure